This week totally sucks~ Cause everthing just pisses me off.
From school, to internet connection, to insensitive people.

The worse thing is that my mom is super insensitive to my feelings lahh.
How can she say I have no interst in everything in life?!
Doesn't she even know how much effort I'm putting to live my life each day?!

Just because I told her I don't want to continue in design, she said all those things.
She don't even know what's going through my head.
Doesn't even bother about me. Doesn't even attempt to help me with my fyp.
And what rights have she got to say that I don't have any interest in life?!

Dad's the one who paid for my school fees, and he leave me to decide on what I want to do.
And at least he cared about my fyp. He even constantly asked if I can finish.
Its annoying. But at least he cared. Not like mom, talk/act big. But do nothing.

If any of YOU ASSHOLES want to defend my mom, don't bother.
You don't know her. So, don't try to act like some goody-two-shoes ASSHOLE!
You are not even me, who the fuck are you to say that you understand how I feel?!



Last week, I broke the bed's headboard. I punched it~
At that point, I hoped that I would break a few fingers in the process.
But sadly no, I only have bruises on my hand.

Yesterday, I broke my umbrella.
I hit it against the wall. Cause my headache hurts too much.
And it fucking rained..~
When I was hitting that umbrella, my head doesn't hurt at all.
Only after I stopped that the pain came back.

And this morning, I washed my bedsheets, and my hp's earpiece was accidentally thrown inside the washing machine.
Mom said the only fucking thing that I don't want to hear..

"Surely spoil one"

Not once, not twice, but 3 fucking times!

I got angry, and kicked the wall, twice, RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER EYES~
She must have saw that I was rampaging in my room.
Cause she kept peeking in my room. Like I give a damn.

People should be thankful that I didn't go rampage on other humans.
I only hurt myself in the process, and not other people.

I got anger management problem..~
But so what?! I don't need stupid people around me in the first place.
You're the STUPID one if you piss me off~



I seriously don't give a damn about how other humans feel after reading this entry.
YOUR feelings have nothing to do with me. Cause I don't care!






I'm just so fucking SICK & TIRED of stupid people!
I hate this stupid world, stupid people, stupid things!
And I don't need stupid people, who call themselves "friends".