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November 27, 2008 @ 1:31 AM ]   



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FYP Day 04

There's research to be submitted tomorrow, at 12pm.
And I'm only done with one pathetic section, existing designs research.

I really super hate to go dig out stuffs from the internet.
Cause a lot of rubbish will come out one. Super ARGH~~~
Will try harder now. Ganbarimasu!





I was almost in the "depressed" mode.
Cause I kept thinking that people around me are much better.
And all those blahs lahh~

But I manage to pull myself together. I have to thank my "EVIL" side.

Thank you, Evil Faizah. You've done a good job.
I'll let you go a rampage when the time is right, nehh~





I AM MY OWN ENEMY

I wrote that on a lot of waste papers, and pasted it EVERYWHERE in my room.
Even in my wardrobe. Haha~





Bloody Monday episode 3 is fucking awesome~
But then, I just wished that Haruma's character would just SHOOT the bitch already..
You're holding a gun already, just fucking shoot lorr.
Go on a killing spree and starts killing mother fuckers of the world.
Sheesh~

When Hiroki appeared, super MOE~~~
The simultaneous equation that he did, super OMG!
What a way to show his "manliness".. In a geeky-yet-hot way.. LOL!

I'm not expecting much of episode 4, but more of Haruma's kick-ass hacking skills.
And maybe random Takeru scenes that is enough to set me into fangirling mode.
But obviously, I want more of Hiroki lahh~~~ MOE, yo!!!
Throw in some integer factorization craps while you're at it, Hiroki's character.





Argh.. Back to research time..
Blogging has been fun.. Throwing a little bit of vulgarities in the midst of spazzing.
I should do it more often. The fun life of being me.
Being pissed one moment and MOE-ing the next is pretty second nature to me.
It just mean, i'm a BITCH. (-__-)

giving her kisses11:44:00 PMspazz time


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Only presented to my LO just now.
No stress at all lor. It was a breeze indeed. LOL!

Suppose to be doing research, then, end up surfing the net.
Finally got key to our drawers. So, my external hard-disc is with me.
And best, I'm listening to NEWS Pacific concert now.
The guys are playing pingpong at the back. Typical. LOL!

Argh~ Screw research. I forgot how to do~~~
(=__=)

giving her kisses03:51:00 PMspazz time


I'm the evil cockroach killer ~
All roaches beware , I'm going to kill every little one of you !

*insert diabolical evil laughter*





Why am I not sleeping yet?

Cause I've been a procrastinator and didn't complete my IPP report when I was given the time.
I chose to bloody darn slack around and even complete 2 series of drama.

I need to submit the hardcopy to my LO later.
So, I'm rushing to finish it now. Argh~ Screw it!

I drank like 4 freaking cups of coffee to reach where I am now.
Completely wide awake, with only an aching back.
I need to finish this crap by at least 3am.
So, I can get some sleep before school kills me later on.
If not, I'll be super zombie-fied later.

Despite all these, I'm not hating school.
I wonder why, huh. LOL!

Will update, laters~~~



November 26, 2008 @ 7:44 PM ]   



FYP Day 03

I'm not getting any better. Like seriously.
Now I'm having blocked nose + headache.
Gosh~ I rested for 1 full day yesterday, and I'm still not well.
School is not killing me, I wonder what did. Argh~

Anyways, today overslept. Gee, thanks 5 alarms.
I set 5 freaking alarms at regular interval, and NONE woke me up.
If its just normal school, I couldn't care less.
But now, its FYP, with fixed timing, and an AKUMA who's damn strict about timing.





I reached on time for EBP lesson, which is at 10am.
And I almost died in there. My head was spinning so bad lahh.
But I endured. And Ms Foo's lesson, nothing to rush for.
So, haha~ We just chilled.

Anyways, my FYP project is already confirmed. Like, yay!
Got stuffs to submit this Friday. But as usual, we're like PLAY FIRST, do work later.
Tomorrow, going to do intensive research until eyeballs drop.
Why elderly, why?! Why grips, why?! Haha~ All the theme's fault.
Too sucky for my teenage taste. Hehe!





WF called if I'm attending Sheena's farewell party this Sat.
BBQ, yo~~~ Of course I'm going. Hehe~
I bet its going to be fun, seeing ODM people again. Hehe!
Its been 2 weeks. Haha~
And Brandon's probably sian-ing cause the 2 design interns are guys..





On a random note, I'm addicted to Becca - I've ALIVE.
All thanks to Kuroshitsuji, making me call out "Ciel... Sebastian...".
And of course, MOE-ing each time Sebastian said, "Yes, my Lord".

Becca - I'm ALIVE






I will fight, and I'll sleep when I die...



November 25, 2008 @ 11:49 PM ]   



FYP Day 02

I'm on MC. Totally no voice.
And I've been sleeping a lot today.
All thanks to my cough medicine that makes me drowsy.

And Wanting updated me about school today.
They just did IPP presentation, and that's all.
Today they damn slack. I worried for nothing.

My IPP presentation will be on Thursday.
So, hopefully by then, I'm all better. Hehe!

I didn't have the energy to be high. Like seriously.
But at least, I manage to watch SS501 - U R Man MV.
All of them looks darn hot! But KyuJong-oppa is the one for me.
Been loving him even more since that blind date that the JoongBo couple set for them in WGM.
Wahhh~~~ KyuJong-X-Yoobin love, yo~~~



Okies.. That's all for today.
I'm getting sleepy. Just ate medicine.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...~~~



November 24, 2008 @ 8:11 PM ]   



FYP Day 01

Who the heck said that first day is damn slack?!
Haha.. Actually, me lahh. But I was dead wrong.
Super damn wrong~ By 4pm need to submit some ideas according to the Project Theme.

Haha~ We all best lahh.. Still got time to chit chat in between discussion.
A few of us gather together to discuss.. Haha~
Pray hard that from the list, something can get chosen..
My first idea.. Please.. Please.. Please.. Haha~





I'm falling sick. Been coughing non-stop.
And its not like normal coughing. But more extreme.
I felt like my entire internal organs going to start coming out of my mouth.
Wahh.. Super damn extreme.. And super bad timing..
Since I have presentation tomorrow~ Argh!!!

Okies.. I better get some rest now.. Like STOP SINGING for starters.. LOL!
Till the next updates~~~



November 23, 2008 @ 9:34 PM ]   



I'm glad I went for the PDi gathering.
We didn't do much, just sit at the back, and talk among ourselves.
Wahh~~ I miss them so much lahh!
Ivy-chan, QY, Ben, Brandon (my personal driver), Linda, Angus, Alex, Dan, JD, ChinChin.
And the rest who didn't come also. Haha~

Then, we slacking @ King Albert's Park, the macdonalds there.
We played board/card games with the FYP batch.
They stayed there who night sia. But me, haiya. Have to go home lahh.
Sianz. Reached home @ 12.30am, and everyone sleep already.
Rare sight indeed. Haha!





Anyways, I'm high after watching the recent episode of Shounen Club.
To be precise, only the segment of TegoMasu lahh~
High~ High~ High~
This particular Junior started it... Uekusa Yuta.
He's super adorable!!! And he's just 13 years old!
OMGS~~~ I felt like a total perv now... *Noooo!~*



He's the kiddo in black.. Haha~ Uber kawaii-ness!

And I totally spent my weekends watching Kisarazu Cat's Eye.
OMGS~~~ They are total DORKS!
I love all the characters.. But the one that is just super adorable is UCCHIE~~~
OMGS~~~ His character is so cute!!! Haha~~~

I need to hunt down the movies... Cause crunchyroll & mysoju doesn't seem to have it.
Bummer~~~





Tomorrow is the start of FYP!
Do I sound damn excited about it?

Gosh~ Maybe I am. Since I've already packed my bag.
Like OMFG~~~ That never happen before.. LOL!

I'm just waiting for 10pm.. Gonna watch anime on OKTO.
Hehe~~~ Hog the tv time! (^__^)





To my friends who're doing their FYP, let's give it our best.
This is the last part of the race. Let's go crazy with the stress.. LOL!

And to those who're starting their IPP, or attachment, don't forget to give an update.
We'll try to have dinner or something, nehh~



November 21, 2008 @ 1:38 AM ]   



Here I am, blogging at early hours of the morning.
The unhealthy sleeping hours are back.
But I need to change this. Like really.
Cause Monday onwards, its back to school time.

Haha.. But that, I can settle later.
I can adjust my sleeping timing, no worries. LOL!
For now, let me be a vampire. Sleep late, and hates the sun.





I updated my manga list @ myanimelist.com.
I've yet to input all my anime inside yet. Cause its just too much.
Haha~ Like really.. Just can't stop watching. (^__^)

Anyways, this year, there's truly ALOT of good dramas worth watching.
I'm simply hooked to some of these dramas. Haha!

Yesterday, I watched Bloody Monday.
And awesome drama about hacking + terrorism.
A very nice combo indeed, since its like super related to reality.
With all these psychotic un-glam people who just loves to wipe humanity off the face of the Earth.

The drama stars 2 of my favourite boys. They are truly great actors.
Like really. Haruma & Takeru, I LOVE YOU~~~

First is Miura Haruma, from Koizora movie, and Gokusen 3.
Truly a remarkable young actor who plays his role well.
And he's cute. So, its like chocolate chips on a chocolate cake, yo~~~

And secondly, its Sato Takeru, from Kamen Ride Den-O and Rookies.
Gosh.. This boy sure plays his role well.
Just look @ the 5 characters that he played in Den-O.. Truly awesome!

Since its still an ongoing drama, I shall wait patiently for the subs to be out each week.
Hehe~ I have many unread mangas to keep me company while waiting. Hehe!





And yesterday, Ivy, Ben & ChinChin called if I want to join them @ BPP.
Haha~ But they eating @ Subway, which I can't eat.. So, I didn't go.

No biggie, since we're meeting later for PDi gathering. (^__^)
And might be going home late too.. Since they want to go out after that..
I'm always game for more fun. Hehe~

I can forever disturb Ivy this way.. Like YAY~~~
IKG!





Vampire Knight chapter 45 is like OUT!!!
OMFG~~~ But its in chinese. Sheesh~~~
I'm just waiting for my source to scanlate it, then, I'm off MOE-ing on VK..

I want to see more~~~ Like more dramas and actions.. LOL!
Like maybe Kaname-Yuuki-Zero threesome, or something like that.
Total pervvy, but a fangirl can dream... (>_<)

And and and... VK's nintendo ds game release has been pushed back to Jan 2009.
Iza shall patiently waits for it. Haha!
For now, I shall hogged Faiz's ds and play MARIO KART~~~
Haha~~ I love that game.. It brings me happiness.. LOL!

Okayy, I'm babbling wayy too much.
Will updates soon~ Hehe! BYESS~~~



November 19, 2008 @ 10:41 AM ]   



So sorry for the lack of updates.
I get much lazier when I'm home. LOL!

The things I do are practically routined.
Like, waking up, then check LJ, then, surf the net for shows to watch.
It has been going on since Saturday. Haha~~~

Last Saturday, went to watch Reflections 2008 @ RP.
Ain's performing, so, the entire bunch of us went down to support her.
The show was AWESOME! Love it!
Especially the last performance, DRUMS! OMGS~~ Super nice!!!

Although we took tonnes of pics, I'm much too lazy to upload them now.
I think Fir's & Ain's blog should have those. Haha~~~





Coffee doesn't seem to have any effect on me anymore.
But I'm addicted to it. Haha~ Can't start my day without it.
FYI, its my body, I'll be responsible for it.
Don't ask me to stop, cause I don't want to.





FYP's going to start, and I dread going to school.
But, at least its SCHOOL~~~ 184 / 75 , here I come!

Yesterday got to know something from the friends in PDi.
OMGS~~~ Made me totally high the moment I read the sms.
Damn power.. Wahh.. Its even better than VK Guilty 07.

Way way way better than Riido's perv-inest is Shiki's body.
And of course, Kaname's turning Yuuki into a vampire and stuffs. Haha~
Pure LOVE!!! *Frantic fangirling*

Jace was like damn high when she told me yesterday.
Like omgs~~~ The moment I read VK Guilty's summary for ep 07, I was high.
And when I watched the RAW episode. OMFG~~~ Totally killed me.

Its feast to the eyes. Like super totally. Pure LOVE!!!





Okayy, what am I doing? Spazzing so early in the morning?
I must be nuts. LOL! Screw loose? Haha~

I'm out of movies to watch. Argh~~~
Where's the action/bloody/awesome movies when you need them?!
Still waiting for Negative Happy Chainsaw to be out. Just cause Miura Haruma will be in it.
But I read it somewhere that he will die? OMFG~~~ Why, Haruma, why?!?!

Okies.. I need to have my coffee.. Needs to calm down..
Byes~~~



November 14, 2008 @ 12:20 AM ]   



I'm high.

Thank you, WGM 33.
For the awesome couple stories.
Hwanhee is THE BOMB. But JoongBo couple event stole the highlight.

Thank you, TWINNIE.
For Wonder Girl's Nobody mp3.
I'll try to catch up with the world of K-pop spazz soon.

Thank you, Bestie.
For always tolerating me and my weird mood swings.

Thank you, Fai (which he'll never read).
For hmm... Always replying my smses about THE MOST random things.

Thank you, LRT/MRT rides.
For which I see cute guys from day to day.
Haha~ Truly a lucky experience!

Thank you, Kaname, Zero, Ichijo, Aido, Kain & Shiki.
For being the most awesome manga/anime characters, that made me HIGH at the mention of their names.
Banzai, Hino-sensei for the wonderful artwork & storyline of Vampire Knight.

Thank you, ONE OK ROCK (new J-Rock band obsession).
For the wonder songs in your albums/mini-albums/singles.
*Must..Watch..Their..PV..Soon..*



Thank yous end.





Yesterday (since its after 12am now), stayed at work till 7.30pm.
Waited for the client to come.
To show the proposed design.

The client was happy. Thank GOD!
He's a nice guy. Super nice. Haha!





Screw the reports. I've been procrastinating much.
So many blanks. Argh~ I'll just end up crapping, anyways.
Doesn't make that much of a difference also. Haha!





The time to spazz draws near.
Too many things to spazz.
And too many worries, too.

When people have worries, does that mean that they're maturing?
Me, mature? Never seems the case. LOL!



November 13, 2008 @ 10:12 AM ]   



I thank Allah swt for answering my prayers in the last 2 days.



Tuesday, 11/11/08, I hope that my boss & colleague won't come back so soon after they went to the Marina Barrage site.

Dear Allah, answered that.

When I left the office with Jace @ 6.45pm, they were just making their way back to the office.



Wednesday, 12/11/08, I also hoped for the same thing when they went out.

Dear Allah, also answered that.



As I walked in the rain yesterday, I suddenly felt that maybe I should trust the rain once again.
I used to hate the rain. But now, maybe, just maybe, I could try to like it.

Cause Allah answered my desperate plea, I feel that maybe I should do something good.
For the people around me. Starting with my brother, Faiz.



But I hope Allah could also lighten the burden that TWINNIE is feeling right now.
It hurts me, to hear about her crying herself to sleep each night.
I pray that there would be a rainbow waiting for her, at the end of a thunderstorm.

Please, dear Allah.
Hear my plea, and help her.



November 11, 2008 @ 1:24 PM ]   



14 / 11 / 2008

I'll give a proper update AFTER that day.









My mind and body is in too much of a mess to give a proper update now.
I shall endure.





3 more days.